First I am so happy that they started this folder. I feel better about talking about how happy I am being pregnant again with our hurting freshly broken
hearts. Well I am about 35 weeks and I can't wait to start my weekly exams next week. I am totaly itching for another ultrasound, but I am not sure
when I will have another one. I finally started the painting of the nursery and am hoping to finish this week so I can have the furniture delivered next
week, and get it all set up. I feel like I waited to long to start all this. I am starting to get so anxious and now I am started to fear the SIDS. Things
have been looking up in our house so it's like I am waiting for the shoe to drop. You know the whole thing when things are looking great something
always bad happens. I hate that. My husband is all thrown off on our due date. I think in his head I wasn't really pregnant until after 20 weeks so for
him this pregnacy has flown by. He doesn't have any problem reminding me I started late, but I think ya'll understand when I say I was waiting it
out. Well I hope everyone is doing great and I cant wait to hear from everyone!