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Jul 28 08 1:23 PM
Rochelle Mommy to Dillon & Logan S/B @ 30.5 weeks gest. 1.6.07 *Death leaves a heartache no one can heal- but love leaves a memory no one can steal...Baby Boy# 3: Born 5.29.09Baby Boy# 4: Born 9.1.11Baby #5 - Miscarried 8.16.12Baby #6: Miscarried 10.20.12Baby #7 &# 8 Miscarried 1.19.13/1.20.13
Jul 28 08 5:02 PM
I have been checking in to see your results. I will check in on Wed night for the news.
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Jul 30 08 6:27 AM
It had been getting darker each day so I was starting to feel confident (I have a whole line of them in the bathroom!)....... I am not expecting a good
HCG blood test. I should know after lunch time (my blood work appointment is at 7am).
Jul 30 08 10:30 AM
Jul 30 08 6:17 PM
Thank you for everyone's thoughts and best wishes.
My HCG was 61.4, they wanted a response between 50 - 100.
I re-test on Friday morning. For a "viable" pregnancy, I think we need to have a value higher then 120…. I think (it doubles every 48 hours
My IVF nurse (Mona who does not like been bombarded with
questions) said I had to stop wasting money on pregnancy tests……. I obviously told her I was going to buy some more on the way home (I'll do as many
HTP's as I like thank you very much).
The HPT this morning has really made me feel like my
hormones might be going in the wrong direction - so I am bracing myself. I hope that the stick this morning was a dud and my wee was super diluted....!
Technically, I am 4 weeks pregnant.... Anyway, I am going to feed the frosties some chocholate! That might simulate them and get them growing (and cheer me
Thanks again to everyone that has supported me through this...
Jul 30 08 7:43 PM
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Aug 1 08 3:41 PM
Im sorry to hear that Sara, but I am very glad that you are keeping your head up high and not giving up! I am the same way- I have not given up
that I will get pregnant again, even though it seems that it might never happen, you just know it will..
Im glad to hear that you will be taking care of yourself again- that is very important!! I am doing my best to get my body into the best shape I can before I
get pregnant. having a healthy body is the first step in have a healthy pregnancy!
Sending lots of love your way- wishing you the very best..talk to you soon!
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I can't believe a year has gone by,
since I had to say the hardest Goodbye.
This is not how the birthday of our daughters should
When we first saw your little hearts beat
- we laughed so
hard, we never expected two!
What were we going to do?
I never thought I'd be a mum,
I was so proud and full of glee,
Two special girls, growing inside of me.
I always loved my bi-weekly scans, but this one was different -
I can't really remember exactly what was said, but I left with the
Twin to Twin Transfusion ringing in my head.
Your daddy jumped into action, and searched every website
We were determined, to do what ever we could.
I never for a minute thought we'd loose the fight.
We were supposed to save you, we thought we would.
First came Abigail, such a beautiful girl.
You gasped for air and tried to cry.
The sound you made was more like a sigh.
I touched your little ears, and your button nose.
I held your tiny hand, and looked at your little feet.
I saw your little fingers move.
Oh Lilly, so delicate - you struggled, it broke my heart.
The haunted look on daddy's face, I picture I can never erase.
Cuddled with your sister, I held you close. Safe and warm, in
Warm teardrops on your little head, I'm so sorry, I'm sorry I
I kissed you, I felt you, I knew you both.
You left your little hand prints deep in my heart.
When they took you both away, I was crippled inside,
Something changed forever, a piece of me died.
Daddy looked after me, and helped me heal.
I often wonder who you were supposed to be,
Tall and beautiful, not like me!
You had daddy's long legs, not mummy's little "monkey"
Sophisticated & intelligent, graceful & kind?
So on we go, and time moves on.
My heart still aches, and I still cry.
Silent tears, when no one is close by.
Sometimes I get angry, and want to know why.
They say time is a healer and I know now that it is true.
I am stronger, and more compassionate because of you.
You made mummy and daddy so very close.
There was no reason, it was not part of some plan.
You should be with us, we love you so much, our little
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